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April 10th,
2006] |
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hell yeah.
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January 23rd,
2006] |
youre fake you suck no one likes you
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January 10th,
2006] |
ok so ive given up. what a happy helpless feeling new york is this weekend and when i get back i dont care. i dont care if i ever hang out with anyone again i will not try i will not call everyone i will not tell everyone about parties so they can ignore me when we get there im not getting PJ to buy anyone alcohol i introduce my friends to other people just to have them hang out and pretend i dont exist. and its cool, im glad they are good friends. but fuck that. its sad because i refrain from telling people stuff. like when someone is making them look like a complete ass behind their back because i try to fix it without them knowing and they have no idea. people think im an asshole. and yes i can be but im not hateful and i do care about people i cant name one person that i hang out with once a week besides PJ and thats sad but im not crying over it im not begging to have real friends im giving up. when all of this is over and no one is talking about who is fucking who and who is smoking what and who is sticking what up their nose and what cool fucking band you are listening to today then possible ill find a group of people i really like. until then. Fuuuuuck This.
DIP SET.
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December 27th,
2005] |
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I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
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December 20th,
2005] |
Imagine if we never lied Imagine if we never tried To be something we're not We forgot how it feels To be tight To be close To be real
And I miss you And I wish you were here I stopped breathing When you said you don't care anymore
You're caught up in your plastic life Changing right before my eyes A chameleon I used to know you like the back of my mind Did that part of you die
And I miss you And I wish you were here I stopped breathing When you said you don't care anymore
And I'm scared Don't don't leave me alone I'm home having nothing Anyway anyway Standin' on the corner in the pouring rain Gotta find a drug that will keep me sane Like you
I watch you from a distance I remember all of those instances When you smile Whe you laugh When you crash When I'm there to catch you when you fall
And I miss you And I wish you were here I stopped breathing When you said you don't care anymore (And I miss you) Tell me that you're doing fine (And I wish you were here) I still remember every time (I stopped breathing) And everyone I know will say (When you said you don't care anymore) That you are always apart of me And I miss you like you never knew And I miss you like you never knew
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